Why do I put a big deal on it?

Probably because my reputation depends on it. I have a thing to confess: I'm so affected by the issue. I don't really know how to say this, but someone made my reputation so ugly behind my back and I had no idea of it. I just heard it on other people's mouths. The worse thing is, it wasn't a marisian, but a total stranger. He's not even from our school! I dunno why he even dares to spread out my name without knowing me. And why does he even care? I just wanna let it pass.

I hope this oh-so-called 'dilemma' would be okay.

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Monday, November 20, 2006

torn

I'm really sad. I feel alone in my problems. As of now, I really have lots of problem to tackle. Lots of relationship to deal with. And definitely lots of things to fix. I know that posting this entry won't help though. I just am too bothered by lots of stuff.

I guess umandar nanaman ang pagiging pagka-praning ko. I am not good in handling the littlest things. I don't know how to get along with people so well, and I don't even know how to react on difficult and awkward situations anymore. Eventhough I couldn't reveal my dilemma here (because it's much too personal) I would like to say that i'm really torn apart by the present situation. I hope God would help me - or if He won't, I just need Him to make me disappear.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

all-stars(?)

The girls and I watched all-stars games at GS. The first plan was to watch the movie Wag kang lilingon, but settled to watch the GS games instead. I waked up at around 5 a.m. because I knew the original plan was to meet up at Fa's house at 8:30 a.m., and to have our breakfast at breakfast club, but I never knew the plans had been changed. So, being a sleepyhead - I slept again.

The all-star games, over-all, were okay. And I know the girls were happy because they had a sudden interest in basketball. They so love basketball nowadays. Right? Haha.

Random thought in my mind: What is your imagination of a blind date? Whatever me.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006

ordinary days

There has been nothing going on for the past week. Just your usual school-day. No trippings. I'm just not feeling anything. I feel blank. Last wednesday, Sir Edmar gave me my CS. I really hate him (Yes I do!). I cried because I thought that I would fail or get a line of 7 in the card. I knew that I shouldn't because there were other classmates who got lower grades than me. Sir Edmar has done everything to make our life miserable.

My mom got my card today. I'm happy because I still am in the list - top 18. I'm happy. Atleast my grades aren't low but aren't that high. As usual, we-trippers (kidding.) went to the mall to 'unwind'. And yes, a little vanity fair.

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Monday, November 06, 2006

sembreak escapade

My sembreak has been fun. Tiring but fun. Here's what I won't forget in this year's sembreak.

1. Disneyland - It's really a magical place. I feel being a kid again. The rides, shows, parades and of course Mickey mouse was a lot of fun. Plus their hotel is really fab - the hollywood hotel. I enjoyed falling in line waiting to get the 'stars'' autographs. I enjoyed the chocolate fountain. I enjoyed the fireworks. For short, I enjoyed disneyland.

2. Shoppings and night markets - I didn't realize that people in hongkong start their life at six! It was a busy city. Their fashion sense was different from ours but their clothes were beautiful and they had such big malls - ooh.. temptation!

3. Ocean Park - I admit, I have a fear of heights. But, that didn't stop me from trying such heart-stopping rides. I rode "the eagle" while continously screaming. Darron and I tried the "anchor's away" and Darron screamed so loud that people were staring at us! Talk about embarrasment. We also rode the cable cars - and yes, that was not exempted from the heartstopping rides. We got to see the highest escalators in the world. Guess who I saw there too? Gio Limjuco. The dolphin show was great too.

4. Avenue of the stars and floating restaurants - Eventhough we stayed there for a short time, I still enjoyed walking in jackie chan's and bruce lee's footprints and handmarks. Actually, there were a lot of actors and actresses who imprinted their handmarks and footprints, I just couldn't recognize them because they were in chinese. The floating restaurants were great too. It was like a pagoda, only it never moved.

5. Chinese people - I was strolling in Disneyland when people talked to me in Chinese! They thought that I was Chinese - in fact, I am half-Chinese but I couldn't speak or understand them. I just flashed them all a big smile and say, 'xie xie'.

6. Mall of Asia - Manila time. It was so huge - I found an amazing race clue box. Yay!

7. Divisoria - I love cheap finds. Yeah, Divisoria satisfied me. There were a lot of people yet, that didn't stop me from shopping. I found lots of stuff, from bracelets to shoes to gameboy, it was really cheap. I even bought an iPod.

8. Big bird chicken - Goodness! I cannot forget the night when I was so full because of a humungous chicken. It was Yummy and I'm not afraid to try it again (maybe in a million years. kidding.)

9. Tagaytay - It was like Davao only, it had no buldings. Their swimming pool, their food is great.

10. Cello's - their donuts are so delish. The best MnM, Oreo, Cheese donuts. Yum.

Indeed my sembreak rocked. But I miss Davao. Guess i'm a solid Davaoena by heart. I miss my friends. I miss the school. I miss everything - aaww. I'm a big-time drama queen.

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