Today we had our first prom practice with our fourth year partners. I had been guilty of 'over-obsessing' about my partner. I had been guilty for endlessly complaining about the pairing system wishing that I had been paired with someone I like or atleast, someone better. But today, I actually think that the practice was okay.

Why? I just thought of this: Why don't I put my place in his' shoes? What would I feel? Feels like i'm stabbing him on the back. I really feel guilty though, because the whole practice I just kept on laughing. Listening to what others had to say about him, and about how weird he is. I feel so guilty because I myself am teasing him.

I just realized something. It hurts. I'm just too overrated and insensitive. I question myself, is this simplicity? I just made a resolution to be simple and to be friendly to others... And I just broke them in minutes. Believe it or not, I think my partner was okay. He was friendly despite of all the laughs he got. He is a good dancer (that makes me lose calories faster. Haha!).

Maybe outside, he is a nerd, a weird dude who talks about outer space and fungi, but inside, he has feelings like normal human beings. I'm so sorry for those who I have offended, especially Mister partner. I promise to be nice and simpler. Promise. Promise.

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